Ever heard of the words “Spiritual Fatigue”? Well, me neither, till today. Do you sometimes feel droopy, exhausted, dry, joyless, irritated or anxious in the spirit? Is life sometimes on fast-forward, and you can’t catch up? Ok, that I’ve felt and y’all can testify it’s nowhere near good. For the past few days I’ve felt like God wasn’t there anymore, more like giving me some silent treatment, He wasn’t answering my prayers, He wasn’t talking to me. He says if I draw near to Him, He will draw near to me. I am drawing near. Where is He? That’s what I kept saying. I almost shouted saying, “WHERE ARE YOU?” I felt so dry and I was like nah, looks like God is on some sort of vacation! At the back of my mind, my real question was, “can I quit? “ This is when some people begin to doubt what God has said to them.
The church of Philadelphia may have felt the same way. She is one of the two faithful churches in Revelation 3. Jesus says to her, “I know you have but a little power.” In other words, Philadelphia was worn out, she wanted to quit. But Jesus encourages her, “I am coming soon. Hold fast to what you have so that no one may seize your crown.” This is the only church Jesus says this to. ”I am coming soon.” Jesus knew she was worn out and He wanted to encourage her. Focus, Philadelphia – not long now.
Sometimes, all we need to know is the finish line is in sight. Sometimes all we need to know is, “Soon now.”
I know I am not the only one who struggles with this. Sometimes we feel we have heard from God and we wait, and we wait, and we wait, and we wait, and we wait, and we wait.
Abraham waited twenty-five years for his promised son, Isaac, to be born. He waited so long he thought he may have misunderstood God. So he “took” his wife’s concubine and fathered a child – but not the child God intended. Abraham created quite a mess of things all because he doubted.
Joseph waited at least two years in prison (and probably a lot longer) before he was vindicated and released.
David waited over ten years after being anointed by Samuel before he became king.
They waited, and they waited, and they waited but it all came to pass.
Like Joshua said in Joshua 23:14 “Now behold, today I am going the way of all the earth, and you know in all your hearts and in all your souls that not one word of all the good words which the LORD your God spoke concerning you has failed; all have been fulfilled for you, not one of them has failed”
God is faithful to His promises – the Bible proves that to us. It may take him 10 years, or 2 years, or 25 years, but what He has told you will come to pass.
Today I saw a rainbow and I remembered His promises… they are beautiful and always come to pass so don’t lose heart if you’re still waiting on an unfulfilled prayer, dream, desire or miracle…..God is always faithful.
So dear brothers and sisters don’t give up, PRESS ON.
Pressing on with you all…..
Eve